WITH ALL YOUR FONDNESS

PRECEDING THREE NIGHTS NO GOOD SLEEP, MOSTLY, I WAS TIED TO THE COMPUTER. I HAVE NOT BEEN USING THIS SYSTEM AS I WAS VERY MUCH AFTER LENOVO THING.

THIS LENOVO HAS BEEN CLEVER AND WITH AN ANDROID, AND I WAS ABOUT DOING EVERYTHING VERY EFFORTLESS.

THIS WAS AN ENORMOUS GIFT TO ME BY MY DAUGHTER BETA SHEMA.

SHEMA A DOCTOR AND I AM REALLY PROUD OF HER.

TO TELL YOU THE FACT ONE MINUTE OF MY LIFE DOES NOT PASS WITHOUT HER THOUGHTS.

SHE IS MY ALTER EGO.MY SOUL MY HEART BODY AND SPIRIT.

I AM LOTS GRATEFUL TO HER AFTER ALLAH KAREEM.

SHE IS VERY THOUGHTFUL, CARING AND DEVOTEDLY INTERESTED IN MY LIFE, HEALTH ETC.

THATZ OK.

BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LENOVO THING MY DAUGHTERS GIFT?

IT WAS THROWN AND IT WAS BROKEN TO PIECES LIKE MY BROKEN HEART.IT ALL HAPPENS, SOMETIMES,

YOU PUT ALL YOUR FONDNESS IN A CHILD AS AN INFANT. YOU TOOK ALL YOUR EXCELLENT TIME TO LOOK AFTER IT, AS IT WAS SIX MONTHS OLD, A TODDLER.

YOU LOOKED AFTER IT LIKE AN UNPAID NANNY!!! YOU INVESTED ALL YOUR WARMTH LOVE AND YOU DREAM TO SEE HER GROW GREATER THAN YOUR DAUGHTER.

YOU HAD A NICE SPECS BOUGHT AFTER SOME HARD MONTHS SAVINGS .YOU THOUGHT YOU LOOKED NICE IN IT.

THIS YOUR KID AS A SIX MONTH OLD CLIMBED YOUR HEAD, PULLED YOUR HAIR TOGETHER WITH THE SPECKS AND SHE HAD IT BROKEN TO PIECES.

I IN POINT OF FACT FELT MORE WRAPPED UP IN HER LOVE AND CARED SO MUCH FOR HER MORE.

I HAD SPENT MY PRECIOUS TIME OTHER THAN MY OFFICE, WITH HER, PLAYING LIKE A CHILD DOING GRIMACES AND MAKING SILLY AND UGLY FACES AND SOUNDS TO MAKE HER SMILE OR LAUGH. YES! TO SEE HER ONCE HAPPY.

I WAS REALLY VERY HAPPY IN HER COMPANY AND I THOUGHT I WOULD PASS MY RETIRED LIFE IN LOOKING AFTER HER, SEEING AFTER HER STUDIES.

WHAT WE PLAN SELDOM DOES IT GET MATERIALIZED.

MY GRAND DAUGHTER WAS THIS, ALSO DEVELOPED A RAPPORT WITH ME AND MY BEING. SHE WAS VERY MUCH AGITATED IF I WAS LATE HOME.